Tuesday, June 28, 2022

Zindagi ek safar

Nadi ae nadi, tu kahan ja rahi hai
Hawa ae hawa, kis rukh mud Rahi hai
Suraj ki roshni surkh laal ho Rahi hai
Ek din dhal raha hai, suhani raat aa Rahi hai
Doosra din banane ke liye

Kuch pani ke lehrein de de
Kuch Hawa ke jhonkhe bhi
Kuch suraj ki kirnein dede
Chandni ko sajane ke liye
Chand ko chandni se milane ke liye

Man garam se sheetal Kar de
Tapovan mein manoram bhar de
Jwala ki wo aag na de
Jwala ki roshni de de
Swayam se parichaya karane ke liye

Mamta de par krodh bhi de
Krodh se krodh ko mitane ke liye
Krodh kitna vinashkari hai
ye krodh ko batane ke liye
Phir usme mamta Jagane ke liye

Ek salona sa vishram dede
Din ki thakan mitane ke liye
Thakna bhi avashyak hai
Vishram ka anand pane ke liye
Jeene ka utsah banane ke liye

Surkh Lal ko phir Neela peela Bana de
Naye din ko sajane ke liye
Dekhein phir nadi kidhar ko Nikli
Aur hawa ne ret kis or bikheri
Is man ko disha dikhane ke liye

Us disha mein chalte chale jayein
Naye rang apnane ke liye
Milte hain bichadte hain
Rahi hai raste mein anek
Safar poora banana ke liye.

Dr. Jaya Sonkar MD MPH
6/28/2022
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Thursday, June 23, 2022

Jaako Rakhe Saaiyan Maar Sake Na Koi!

Jaako Rakhe Saaiyan, Maar Sake Na Koi!
(If God wants to save you, no one can kill you) 

Attached is the image of a literally burst out tire. 

2:15 pm: This is what happened with a boom and a wobble on a highway with a speed of 70 MPH.

I was on phone with my scribe Cindy. Stopped my sentence midway. "Cindy, I will call you later."

By God's grace, I was able to keep my sanity and steer it safely with a struggle to land on the shoulder. 

Phew....! 
Took a deep breath and then called to cancel the rest of my patients.
This morning, every assisted living patient wished me a safe drive at the end of the visit. And yes, I am safe despite the big accident.

( I offer assisted living visits once a month to help out frail elderly debilitated patients who aren't able to commute and they are very kind with their blessings.)

"Hello Rosy, I got a car trouble. We will call it a day. You can go home. Please tell Annie to let the rest of our patients know that we will have to reschedule due to an emergency.

Rosy:" Doc, are you ok? Would you like me to come where you are?"

Me: " Thanks Rosy. I think I can manage. I will let you know if I need help."

Called Cathy, " Cathy, you can call it a day. Got into some car tire trouble."

Cathy, " Oh no Doc! Have a safe drive home."
"Thanks Cathy."

Called the roadside assistance.
Found the dealership and service center between the current location and home. Got the car towed.
The towing man was a gentleman and very helpful.

Reached the dealership, needed some work so they offered a loaner for the night.
The serviceman said, 
"This could be from several reasons, such as
 1.Something could have been in the tire like a nail and it came out with sudden release of air. 
Me thinking, "(There was no alert on the front panel for the tire pressure.)"
 
Car Serviceman, "2. The tire rolled over a pothole or a sharp object at a perfect angle.

Me thinking, "( I don't remember any pothole or nail on the beautiful flawless I-45.)"

Car serviceman, "3. Or it could be anything else."

Me thinking...

Annie sent a care text to find out if I was ok.
Texted back to let her know that I was safe.

The care words certainly brought a smile on my face.

Oh no! It's 5 pm now. My team would be logging on for reporting. Texted Ross to reschedule the meeting due to a car issue.

Ron, "oh, ok doc."

Took a loaner car and came home. Will pick up my car tomorrow.

During this whole thing, I realized that I wasn't scared. I was just focused on what to do next to get out of this situation and reach home to my lovely daughter Riya.  

My whole childhood flashed back. I felt like I had the patience of my mom and courage of my dad and that took me out of this situation.

Yes, it is their anniversary today.

Happy anniversary mom and dad. Your values and strength helped me a lot today.

Your marriage is the reason I came to this earth.
Your strength and your patience is the reason I survived this incident.

And I realized that my life is the best gift I can give you on your anniversary.

Happy anniversary mom dad and biggest BEAR Hugs!!!

Jaako Rakhe Saaiyan, Maar Sake Na Koi!

Jaya Sonkar MD MPH
6.23.2022

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